cemetery etiquette, anyone?

i have been thinking of ending everything about my story in an instant because in my own realization it is the only way i could hurt them.i know they’ll be in grief but i know they’ll be just fine eventually when time heals my loss.(that kinda changed my mind) but as much as i wanted to vanish, is as much more as i wanted to see how my story ends.

oh well i guess i have to live. not leave.

^_^