life’s a crap

another day has ended and it seems like i havnt made anything good since i was born. everythings just sooooo vague. it seems like im in “nowhere” a place were i serve no purpose but to merely watch the earth rotate. then i realized i lost friend that i used to treasure. friend hu i thought was the best but eventually turned out to be the worst person i know. its not pride that triggers me not to look back..its a choice i chose to be just EXTREMELY HAPPY. could the angels blow there trumpets and lure everyone i know to be REAL?

and then one day  i was looking for this “missing piece chuva”, found it! and let it go.
i thought to my self, i was not looking for wat i have found.. i am looking for something else i do not know.

maybe ill just wait till all ds crap gets tired of bothering me.