friendtalk

soliloquy, the thing i always do when im alone, frustrated, disappointed, bombarded, stressed and screwed up. this generally means im not satisfied with what is real. i talk to myself and say whatever i want but that doenst mean im a psycho i just wanted to let my incarcerated emotions get freed. i was born not knowing my purpose and until now unfortunately, still dont know it. i still merely watch the earth rotate and let life be as it is.am i just too considerate about the things that are happening to me?

i have met vulgar, annoying, inconsiderate, selfish, self-centered people but still forgave them despite the fact that im striving really hard to accept their character. i was trying to be so good the time i thought ive met the best people i know even though evryday there trying to screw me up , still i believed they were the best.but when the time came i got fed up , just like the compensatory mechanism of the body(fighting against infection), i fought for my right (the silent way though). i never thought that the people who i considered the best are noW the worst people i know. i know im not a perfect friend but i can be what a friend is meant to be. i know im dumb, stupid, vulnerable, and weak. i dont understand why some people make the most simple things be an issue. wy cant we all just get along?the world is not turning around you and i hope you can feel that.That every unprofessional colloquy youve shared are bouncing back on you.That you are not the star of the universe.That even if we belong to a different walks of life, we still are equal.the lesson i learned to every disappointments I’ve encountered is that,you dont need to give all ur trust to whoever u believed is break-proof leave something to yourself.that some people are unkind, disrespectful and irrational but FORGIVE THEM ANYWAY.